Long update

Hm...Finally manage to squeeze out some time to blog. Didnt update for quite sometime le. Hopefully u guys have not stop coming in to read. =p Was really really busy with schwork. Managed to finish 2 of my assignments on time. Huray! But, wel, I still have 4 more to go. 2 esays, 1 maths and 1 english. All duing on the 1st week of aug. SianZz! I really cant remember when was the last time I watched tv. But, I watched a movie on sunday which is...Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix! I actually told myself no matter how tired and no matter how much work I have to do, I will definitely watch it in cinema. Abit mad I noe but yeah I'm mad.

I think the movie is good but I think it could be better if they dun rush through the story so much. Its only a 2hr20min movie lo. Its definite that they could have include more scenes and in between stories. But overall still acceptable cos its Harry Potter series. =p. What I can say is no matter how lousy will this or the future movies of Harry Potter, I'll still find it good one. Hee!

I really need some extra sleep. I want sleep! I need sleep! I cant understand, with so much of schwork, some of the students still can go shopping after sch one wor. Erm...actually I overheard them talking about it de la. Not that I know them. Haha! I can really understand why some pple feel that 24hrs a day is not enough le. How nice if there is 30hrs a day or more den I will have more time to do my assignments and get more SLEEP! Ew! I dun think I can go out for the next 2-3 weekends le cos have to get the rest of the assignments done and I wanna sleep. If can finish the assignmets earlier den I will have more time for exam revision, the new Hary Potter book and SLEEP. Eh...I think I should change the subject of this blog entry to *Lack of SLEEP*. How does that sound? =p

Luckily I have something to look forward to this week. If not I think I'll feel more miserable. Maybe is becos I have nv been so into schwork ba tts y I think its very tidius. Which means, I have nv been hardworking before. Its, definitely, time to have a change. But, of cos, I will still play or relax relax at times but I think by now I should noe when is the right time to do the right thing le ba. Actually, frankly speaking, doing sch assignments isnt tt terrible ma. I can feel the satisfaction when handing in my just dued assignments to the lecturer. Although I got alot alot of help from my sister, it really feels good to be on time with the all sch work. If its last time, I will just find excuses for myself not to hand in and just leave it. Anyway, I hope I can smoothly de du guo the remaining 14 and a-half months and proceed to Uni. Jia you for me ba =)

I'm quite worried for my violin exam though. Its early Sept and my sch exams will be during the last few days of Aug. How on earth am I suppose to cope with both exam at the same time? Worried worried worried! =(

Wat an IDIOT!

Wanted to look for the office of the person in charge to sign the form. Joanne asked me to seek the security guard's help and I did. Went to the guard and I asked, "Could you tell me where is Sock Cheng's office?". He pointed his finger to the other side of the hall and said, "You see the clock over ther? Its just beside the door." And then I said, "Erh...Sorry I cannot see very well and I cant see any clocks around." He continued to point to that particular direction and kept saying its just beside the clock. Fine, since he keeps pointing to that direction den I shall walk over to take a look but I really cant find any clocks around. So, I walked 1 round back to the guard's table and I gave him a *confused* expression. Den, he started pointing to that direction again and I continued to shoot a *confused* look at him. Den, he told me straight into my face, "Aiyo, I really dunno what to say about you la." I could my temper rising the moment he told me off. Well, I, den, sort of lost control and raised my voice and told him, "I already told you I cant see well!" Den he turned and walked towards the direction he pointed to me earlier, apparrently wanting to show me the way there BUT I said, "Forget it! I do not need your help!" Make a guess of wat he replied. He turned away while shouting, "Next time dun ask me ah!"

A security guard of an educational institution just...just...just being so attitude, inpolite, rude..., etc etc. I'm very sure that I've asked politely. I think I even wore a faint smile on my face when asking. I dun think I'm rude or anything. Those who knew me well, I will nv raise my voice to a person unless he/she crosses my path and furthermore, that idiotic and shitty little guard's just a stranger to me. Wat have I done to him man. Killed his family isit? He better keep an eye on every step of his own. If he ever puts a toe out of line and ever crosses my path again, I'll garantee him a miserable life as long as I'm studying there. I mean wat I say.

Some piles of homework/assignments!

3rd day of sch and the amount of assignments is piling up. Business maths has 2 assignments and well I'm not very sure when's it due and a list of formula list to memorise and MPO has 1 individual report of 1000 words long required and another group report of 2000 words long required and I have totally no idea of wat the hell were the questions asking tho =(! As for English for Business, 2 CA papers to be done by the 5th lecture. How mad! I do not recall that I ever had such amount of homework since the 1st day I stepped into a sch for the 1st lesson. Or had I ignored them. Well, now I'm having it!

1st day of sch today

Today's the 1st day of sch. Feeling good! I tot I would feel lost and scared I wont be able to catch up but everything was good. The lecturer is a very nice person. He told me he admires my determination. Well, I said thanks. =)

Aiyo, I wouldnt have brought the stupid think textbook if I knew it earlier. The lecturer will NOT use the book but its for our own ref and revision la. HaiZz...den I shouldnt have bought the bag le. How stup! =(

Its the first time I walked up straight away to the sch. Past rackies I only reached halfway den u-turn le. OMG! I could feel my legs not to my control when I walked up the slope. One moment I tot I might fall. I could the tightness of my legs' muscles. How horrible! Luckily my dad came to fetch me after sch but I dun mind walking DOWN! But well, better den nothing.

Last day of freedom!

This is the last free weekends before sch starts tml. So, went shopping with Eunice yest. Hee! Tamp metro closing down sale really like foc one lo. Super crowded lo. Aiya anyway, din buy anything from metro. Den went around TM to find my harversack(correct spelling ma?). All big big de. But hai hao managed to find a pink nike, size okok de wich cost $39 and still got 15% discount lo. Quite cheap.

Hmm...Im feeling quite excited and scared of tml leh. I think I have to leave my hse 2hrs before the lesson time cos I scared bt timah road there might jam during peak hrs. Hai means I have to wake up very very early!

Dunno how would tml turn out leh. Hopefully I can noe many good pple. Sigh! Wish me good luck ba. =)

How to survive?

Went to buy my schbooks today and I wonder really can finish the all the chapters in 2mths time. Act the price of the book alr suggested how thick the books would be le. Avg cost for 1 book is $40 and this price if after discount le hor so yeah can imagine how ex the book was. Additionally, there are another stack of notes also lo. Sigh!

schbooks for the 1st sem

notes for the 1st sem

total amount of materials for just 1st sem

Went to change my hairstyle yesterday and my sis sayid its not nice =( Wat do u think?

not nice meh? ok ma =p

The Orientation

Yesterday was the oreintation and hmm so far still quite ok ba even I didnt really make frens there but knew a girl from my class but not considered as *fren* ba. Like my sis said. Its very diff to make real good friends under such situation lo cos we are not like sec sch or pri sch where we willl get to eat lunch or tea break tog or wat lo. There will be a break in the middle of the lecture la but I dun its will be enuff for me to know everyone from the same class when there are about 50-60 pple in ONE class. And dun think there will have time to tok during the lecture ba. So I think I will have to rely on myself le.

Anyway, the orientation lasted 3.5hrs from 9.30 to 1pm. I went off after collecting the notes for this sem. Went to wait for 67 at around 1 but I boarded the bus at 1.50. Reason being, I cant see the bus num even with a monoculars. Its not that the monoculars is useless lo. I can see the nums on SBS bus lo. So who's fault? The person who designed the buses for SMRT has to blame! How stupid brain to come out with such bus nums.

Anyway, starting sch officially on monday, 9.30, and the first lecure alr make me sian liao cos its biz mats. Sure got lots of formulas to memorise. Wish me good luck ba. =P

Orientation tml

Went rackying again today. I nearly fall asleep on the bus on my way back to Eunos. Aiyoyo! *yawnZz*

Tml is the orientation le. Scared scared. I also dunno wat I'm afraid of leh. Just have the feeling lo. Have to wake up very early tml wor. Think have to step out of the hse latest by 7.30am. Super early sia! =(

Will blog again when I comes back from orientation. Lets see how many pple I get to know tml. =)

Really damn far seh! =(

Today went rakying with my mummy and sister. Aiyoyo! It seemed like no matter which way I take hor I'll still need at least 1.5 hrs to reachthe management hse leh. Of cos, This 1.5 hrs inclusive of walking time from the bus stop to the main entrance of the sch. Bur still considered as far ma. Ok maybe my main concern is not the distance anymore but the difficulty of seeing the bus num of buses from SMRT and Transiland. The SBS onse still okok but *sobzzzzz* pian pian the bus i must take from newton stn is a SMRT bus. Tian ah! How come like that leh?! =(

I'm quite sure that I need to bring umbrella, water bottle and tissue to sch everyday. Umbrella is for rainy/sunny weather. Water bottle cos if no water I think I'll dehydrate along the way walking up to the sch. Tissue is for wiping sweat. Hmm...think the water bottle need a bigger one.

So Far!!!

I was really quite happy when I received the letter from SIM saying that I have been accepted in the diploma course and will commence sch on the 2nd July. I tot my lectures/tutorials/lessons or watever will be held at the SIM HQ where I went rackying before.

Yesterday, I received a letter from SIM and to my surprise, the letter stated that all lectures/tutorials/lessons or watever will be held at a place call The SIM Management House. So, I went to check the map and see how to get there lo. To my HORROR, the management hse is at some dunno how many main roads away from the HQ! And bare in mind that there's no bus to get there de hor. Nearest way is alight at Chinese High and WALK in. I'm regreting to choose SIM liao but no choice leh. How am I gonna survive for the next 15 mths man?!

AR!!! I HATE SIM!

Have I really forgotten?

Sat

Supposed to meet Ah Qing they all 2.30pm at Tamp MRT ctl stn de but I woke up at 2.17pm lo. Haha! End up Eunice and I went to the chalet ourselves and reached there at 6+. HaiZz...

At the RSPVH chalet

Act did nothing much there la just chat here and there. There are alot of new faces lo. Cant really remember who is who except for one. Hee. =P. Anyway, they planned a night adventure to somewhere very near to OCH. Ew! Felt a little erie when we were on top of a hill beside OCH. Heard from Eunice tt the place where the staircase beside us is leading to has alot of incent papers flying around de. AR! So kong bu! Anyway, I din stay for the whole thing to finish. Act wanted to go changi viliage de but really too late and quite tired liao so din go.

Sun

Went shopping with mummy at TM. Wa Wa Wa! Only TM only hor and we spent quite alot le. Bought a pair of sports sandles(cos my former one was being STOLEN! curse the thief), a pair of very comfortable high class slippers =P, 2 jackets-1 from converse and the other from Puma and 2-3 pairs of berms/3quarter pants. Ha! I dunno how to calculate how much we spent yesterday. =)

Surprisingly, I din think of it for the past 2 day wor. I'm sure that I'm not controlling myself not to think. The thots just din come to my mind. I think its a good sign la. Although I'm thinking of it now but I'm feeling less painful. Maybe there are many other things for me to think now ba. For e.g, sch starting soon and some other things/people...Hee =P

How much have I eaten today?

I finally received my admission letter from SIM le and I bought a little winnie the pooh bear for myself cos I was really quite happy yesterday so bought something for myself lo.

Den today, hmm my mood still quite ok leh and I really ate ALOT today. Morning dimsum and I couldnt remember how many prawn dumplings and shew mais I had, and of cos still have other dishes la.

Den dinner went back to the same restaurant and I had a whole plate of yi mian to myself, a bowl of plain rice, 1-2 sweet and sour prawn, dunno how many pieces of soya chicken, 1-2 mouth full of steamed fish, dunno how many cups of crysanthemum tea, etc etc. I think I've gained 1 or 2 kgs today and I'm feeling a bit hungry now. Haha! Pple say hua bei fen wei li liangbut I hua bei fen wei shi liang which is no good! =(

Finally, It has arrived

I think today is the best and happiest day i had since last thurs cos I finally got the admission letter from SIM.

Woke up pretty early today, naturally. I felt a little happier when I woke up this morning maybe it was because I'm gonna meet two of my good friends today. Eunice for lunch and Xiang for dinner.

Although I was feeling a little happier den yesterday, I was more happy and excited as I saw the logo of SIM on a brown coloured A4 envolope when I opened my letter box after lunch with Eunice. I really dashed home to open the envolope lo. Just for the letter's sake, I RAN hor. Anyway, am very happy la.

I really felt much much much better when I saw the letter. Maybe the glimpse of hope was laid on that letter its just that I din noticed it. Well, now I'll have to start prepare for the new environment, pple and life.

I hope that this will be a helping path for me to regain my confidence and strength.

Anyway, will be having orientation on the 26th and den starting sch officially on the 2nd. Wish me good luck! =)

Happy Birthday To Myself

Now is past midnight. Today is 12th June.

Happy Birthday to myself.

But I dun feel the excitment and joy in myself.

My Birthday Wishes:

• my family and friends to be happy and healthy always
• receive the letter from SIM soon
• get into SIM
• forget all the unhappiness
• to have strength to move on again

I'm not sure how many of my wishes can come true but...

I actually received smses from my friends this morning...erh...I saw them in the afternoon tho cos I woke up at 2pm hee. Anyway, one of them sent me a super long sms wishing me happy birthday and meanwhile ask me to have hope in life. I noe we should live this way, never let ourselves be defeated but sometimes things just dosent happen the way u wanted or wished. Anyway, it was a very encouraging sms tho. Thanks for everything! I will definitely stand right up again but tt will depend on when I can find the glimpse of hope u mentioned in ur sms.

For now, I'm, basically, interested in nothing except waiting for the letter to arrive. Will it ever arrive, I have no idea.

If nothing had ever happened, I'm can tell u that I will definitely enjoy myself today but I just cant find the excitement despite it is my 21st birthday today. I noe it very clearly that its a special day for me but I just find it a very normal day. Usually, I will find friends to go out for shopping/ktv etc etc on my birthday but I just din felt like doing anything. Not even stepping out of the hse. I just wanna stay at home play my stupid and boring sims2, just like other normal day. I just feel the usual ME.

This afternoon when I took out the piece of cake which has the big 21 on it , I felt abit sad No more the usual happy feeling when I see my birthday cake, specially made for my sake. I dunno how to explain it but somehow, I'm not willing to eat the cake, not sure isit bcos its very nicely decorated or isit I hate the feeling of being older by a yr and means any unhappy things I'll have to understand it myself and no one can ever understand how I feel. I dunnno wat am I talking about le.I will never forget the feeling, never in my life. I just cant find the strength to pick up anything.

I really dunno how long will this last. I'm feeling abit frustrated by myself being so..........i dunno wat to describe it. Until now, I can still remember the scene, the words, the feelings. It hurts whenever these memories come into my mind.

My Birthday Chalet

It was my 21st bday chalet last nite. It wasnt the exact day but yeah I celebrated it 2 days in advance. I felt quite excited the night before and more yesterday of cos.

We reached the chalet at 3pm and the weather was SUPER DAMN hot. Anyway, I din bring any of my shower cream or shampoo there so I CANNOT bathe! How poor thing! Was shocked to receive an sms from Suzhen saying that they will be reaching in maybe 20mins and its only 3.30pm. Very early tho but it was great cos got pple accompany me. As we were playing some card games, I received another sms but it was from GTK and he told me he have a sudden appt so he wont be able to make it. I was quite angry tho cos he was the first few to tell me that he will be coming and he end up flew my kite. HaiZz

As my relatives arrived, Eunice, Xiao Xiang etc also arrived. Den the buffet started. The food was not as bad as wat Xiang had told me about. I particularly like the beancard and the *yu tiao*. Anyway, I just walked here and there socialising and taking photos until the cake appear. Hee...waited very long le cos it was black forest flavoured. My favourite! :P The cake looked great! Very nicely decorated and I love it!

Den it was the cake cutting ceremony. Very hard to describe the feeling at that moment. The moment when I laid the knife onto the surface of the cake, I felt a sudden hmm haha dunno how to explain. But I'm really very very happy to have so many pple celebrating for me. I'm really greatful to them! Especially to those who have been there for me all the time and especially at times when I'm down and sad. U know who u are :P

I'm really very happy but well, I still can remember the feeling I felt on Thursday. Yup of cos I did try not to recall back to wat happened tt day but the memory just dun wanna let me off. It is still following me wherever I went. Although there were many pple at the chalet and I was the main character of the night, I cant feel the importance of myself being the birthday girl. Maybe the matter lies in myself of not being able to let go. But sometimes I will think y should I let go when I have not done anything wrong. But I think that's an excuse to push the blame to others. Apparently, I still think the problem lies on me. Well, I wont cry anymore but if u wan me to be really really as happy as before, I have to say sorry I cant do it. I can smile widely in front of u but dun expect me to be like before, as cheerful, as positive. I'm starting to accept the reality of this world, how is the world looking at me. Last time I will say'just dun bother how pple looks at u' but I wont say such dumb and crap things now.

I dun think anyone or anything can help me with anything now. I think I just needs time to get well and regain strength again. If u ask me to get another job again, I'll tell u straight into ur face *NO*. Maybe u'll say I'm timid but well, I'm not afraid of being a timid anymore. Wanting me to face the same thing again=asking me to kill myself.

All the pple at the chalet wished me happy birthday but I'm finding it a feng ci cos I think I'm not gonna have a happy birthday this year. Pple say the 21st year of ur life represents that u're an adult and does tt means I have to accept anything craps or nonsense so that I'll be called a *matured* person? If thats the case, den I rather be a kid forever so that I no need to go through things which I'm not wishing to go through.

Well, the chalet photos were uploaded so pls view below:

After 15hrs of sleep

I slept after posting my previous entry at about 9.30, Feeling down, mentally tired. Didnt want to do anything so might as well sleep. I think only by sleeping, I can gain strength again. Or this is the excuse that I'm giving myself to avoid facing the fact and reality. I dunno. I'm trying hard not to think about it but well, I think I need more time.

Although I had 15hrs of sleep last nite, I'm still feeling tired. Felt like lying on the bed for the whole day and not doing anything but I still have to go for my violin lesson.

Before yesterday, I actually looked forward to Sunday but I cant find the espiration in it now. Now, to me, it will just be a tired day.

Actually, the only think I'm interested to do now is to go for a luxurious shopping. But well, dun have much capital to do tt. So can forget about it.

To: Eunice and Xiao Xiang,
I'm feeling better now le. No worries! :) I shall say, tears really have healing powers! Sentence extracted from Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets and physically tested by myself. :)

How Pathetic...

Yesterday was the interview. Was nervous, scared, stressed, etc etc... But when the person asked me if I can start work immediately as a try out for 1 or 2 days to see if I'm suitable for the position, I was very happy and excited, and of cos a little stressed.

Basically, the day went by very fast and smoothly. But for today, I felt totally useless and stupid! I can spend 2.5 hrs to blanko+figuring how to operate the photocopier+zapping 5 copies of docs. Can anyone of u imagine? I'm jus tt slow, stupid, useless, etc etc...

Actually, I'm not surprised when Jacklyn told that KH feels that I'm not suitable for the position and told me that I need not come for work tml. Although I'm not surprised, I still felt abit down. I'm not even sure how to paste a postate note! How dumb!

I let out my feelings to Xiang during lunch and she asked me to think positively. It could be that KH is just testing my confidence. But I dosent really agree with her and I was told not to come tml only in the late afternoon lo so my 6th sense was right! Cos if I were KH, I wouldnt want to employ someone like me..

I dunno wat to say. Really dunno. If I say I'm ok with it of cos I'm faking. Or I shall say, I faked an OK face to Jacklyn. Actually I tot I was prepared with it even before this but I still cant stop thinking that I'm good for nothing. How simple the job is and can take hrs to complete it. I shall be greatful if they ask me to come tml.

Although I dun really like this job but I'm interested in gaining some experience at least. But 2 day... Only 2 day, wat experience have I gained? Nothing! I just get to know that I'm such an idiot. I hate this feeling! But I have no idea how I can chase these uneasiness away.

I can say that I've really did my very best. I' not blaming them for this but blaming myself. Cant even do simple stuff like this. Just feel like not talking to anyone and hide myself. I noe that my family is trying not to feel anything about it but...but...I jus cant stop myself, stop my tears from coming to my eyes. I'm trying hard to control them. I'm trying and keeps on trying!

Although I'll still be paid for the 2 days but by thinking of this will not make me feel any better. I just feel that this year's birthday will not be a happy one for me. Maybe u will find it kua zhang but I'm serious. And furthermore, I havent receive SIM"s letter. I dunno wat I'm supposed to do now. I'm lost!

first day at work

1st day at work. very tired.

How will the interview turn out?

Gonna go for the interview at Xiao Xiang's company tml. I wonder how will it turn out. Frankly speaking, I'm not very confident with it. At least for the point that my eye condition will deduct marks ba. Well, shun qi zi ran ba although I will still feel abit nervous cos at least this is the first time going for an interview.

Today my sister and her husband came back from Sri Lanka le. Went dinner with them after they came out from the custom at T2 Sakae. AR!!! The boiling water spilled onto my hand! OUCHIE! So pianful! My tears immediately came to my eyes lo.

I felt like buying a new bicycle for myself leh. All thanks to my mum. Gave away my former bike lo. haiZz...I dun care! I'm gonna buy a new one for myself! Nobody is to touch it without my permission! Not even my family! Hee!I love my former bike de lo.

Today is 5th June le! I still havent receive the admission letter from the stupid SIM! How inefficient! Cant understand y they need to take such a long time to send tt pathetic letter.

My Celebrity Look-alikes

No subject for this post cos I dunno wat to put leh.

Have been staying at home these few days. Nothing to do leh. Until now I still havent buy S.H.E's album. Aiyo...Very lazy to go out. But when I want to go and buy, the shop always say out of stock le. Choy! No fate between the album and me. Hee! Ok tml gonna meet Eunice and Claire for lunch so will go de.

Today I woke up super early wor, 5+am. Haha! Siao rite. HaiZZ...Den surf net lo. Den when I was having my breakfast, my daddy called home and told us that he won a bicycle. Some very high quality and can clumb mountain de. That was the grand prize wor. Haha! So heng. But I think Im gonna sell it away cos very big lo. Very *tin tei*(in hokien). But I will play with it for a few days before selling it away. Hee!

Initially, I dun want to organise anything for my bday de but, however, my mum went to the costa sands to book le. Well, since booked so celebrate lo. Was looking at the cake designs of Emicakes. Saw some very cute de but not for 21st bday de leh. Those I like de are for babies de. *sigh* Saw a mahjong de but my sister say dun wan. humph!

Tml is 4th June le. I suppose the letter will arrive tml ba. :)

1st Day Of June

Today is the 1st of June le. Think I'm going to receive the reply from SIm soon le. Actually I cant really remember wat the person has told me about when I will receive the reply. I'm pretty sure is June la but not sure is early June or mid June. Hmm...my 6th sense tell me that it will be early June cos the commencement of the term is July ma so I presuem its early June. They cant expect the students to be prepared within 2 weeks if its mid June ba.

Recently, Kiyoko told me that her company need temp admin and asked me to call up the HR person. I called her le den she asked me to email her my CV and now 2 days le. No reply. Kiyoko say that maybe the person incharge will ask me to go down for interview tml...I mean today cos now is 1st June le. But dunno they will call anot leh.

Busy! Busy! Busy!

Wow! It has been a busy weekend for us-my family and my brother-in-law's family.

Cant really sleep for Sat night. Dunnow y. Maybe its bcos too excited le ba. Haha! We woke up super early on Sunday morning to prepare the things for the picking up of the bride and the church wedding. The makeup artist and the photog arrived very ealy too. And of cos the *sisters* also.

The groom arrived at around 8.15 and of cos...the *sisters* wont let him in so easily. Haha! I videoed the whole of the event down but I wont post it here la hee. Very fun! and very hot also. The weather was super good. Everyone was perspiring(i forgot how to spell). But weather good means everything will go very smoothly.

The church wedding was at 11 and we reached the church at 10. Need to reach so early cos as the hosting family, we have to arrive earlier to entertain the guests. Hee! I never find myself can be so PR de. Haha! But was fun la.

During the ceromy, when the pastor asked them the question and when the answered *I Will* and sweared to take care of each other, tears suddenly came to my eyes. Not bcos i'm sad but happy instead. Hmm...also touched ba. Very happy that my sister has found a good guy. *sob sob*

There was a buffet after the ceromy. The food was quite good but how good also not as good as the weather. The weather was SUPER SUPER hot! Really felt like jumping into the swimming pool beside the church. Haha!

Went home after the buffet for the tea ceromy. Wa! My house was so crowded. The tea ceromy took some time la but i also videoed down the whole thing.

Wa! Finally the events for the day has over and I'm able to bathe le! Haha! Finally! But we had dinner with his family lo. And by that time, my sore throat alr got worse le and nearly no more voice. HaiZz...So went to a 24-hr clinic to see doctor. I seriously think the doc not very pro de lo. She jus see here and there abit den ok le. I was in the room for less den 3 mins lo. And den we waited for almost half and hr for the medicine lo. Only 3 types of medicine cost me $39 lo. So ex. Next time I die also wont go back to that clinic le.

Finally I got to sleep till 11+ on Monday. But my voice went totally different from my original voice le. Now still cannot sing song. Anyway, we went to the hotel at about 3+ to let my sister's makeup artist to do a makeover for my eldest sister, mummy and myself.

after makeover

The dinner was good. But not as good as the try out. Dunno y. Anyway, nothing much to talk about the dinner la. The dinner ended at 11. Just nice! Den went up to my sister's sweet to put things den went home le. Reached home at 1am lo. Got to bathe and wash my hair cos got the spray so have to wash den can sleep. I end up slept at 4.30 lo cos have to wait for hair to dry.

Woof! Finally everything's over! And now my sister and her husband flew for honeymoon le. Haha! Wish them happy always lo. Hee

*now end of May le. afew more days to wait for SIM's reply*

The 1st Time Meeting My Brother-In-Law's Family

Today, my brother-in-law's god parents, parents and brother arrived in Singapore. My sis, her husband and my parents went to the airport to pick them up. They came in 3 different planes and timing. So basically, my parents went to the airport 4 times in a day(including dinner). Haha!

At first, I was afraid there might be a communication problem between the two families. Instead, we had a very enjoyful dinner. Initially, I tot that I wont be able to understand english with the sweedish accent but it turned out ok leh. Not difficult to understand.

We took some pics but I dun think its good to publicise. Anyway, we all enjoyed the dinner.

Today I skipped my violin lesson cos abit rush. Well, I spent the time at home napping before going to the airport. Hee!

2 more days to my sis' church wedding and 3 more days to the wedding dinner. So excited! Never attended a church wedding before. I wonder how would my sis look like with her bridal's gauwn on. Think its gonna be quite busy ba. Hee!

Until now, I'm still waiting for SIM's reply. Why they need to take so long to process? HaiZz...

Sudden Geedyness

When I woke up yesterday, I felt a sudden geedyness. Dunno y also. Maybe is my blood too little le haha! I think its bcos of the geedyness that I slept *quite* early last nite and woke up VERY early this morning.

Once I woke up, I felt very hungry and went to the kitchen to hunt for food. *sob* no food storage sia. No sausages, no cup noodles, no nothing! I dun understand how come there's no food storage when my mum goes to the supermarket every week. Dunno wat have she bought every week neh.

Bcos of this, I've decided to go to the supermarket myself later to buy watever that I can store in the fridge and can have it anytime when I'm hungry. Sigh~~ Have to prepare lunch and dinner for myself today. Wat can I cook leh? Scared wait the kitchen kena bombed by me eh. haha!

Been sometime I have not practice me violin le. Feeling abit lazy leh. Dun feel like doing anything now except EAT! Wat a pig!

*still 2 more weeks to go? y always 2 weeks de?*

The Fotos Were Finally Up! :D

Met Suzhen on Friday at Bugis for shopping. Seems like I wanna buy alot of stuff wor. Shoes, jacket, clothes, roller blades, HK drama vcds, etc etc. Hmm...Slowly ba. We shopped from Parco to Bugis St hah bought nothing. HaiZz...Always like that de. Anyway, we had Swensen's for dinner wor. Nv ever had Swensen's with her before. Anyway, the Breaded Chicken not bad but abit oily. But its ok. Long long time eat once nvm ba.

Aiya! I still havent buy S.H.E's new album wor. Oh! I recently discovered that JJ Lin's new songs are very nice so can consider buying. :P

Met Eunice on Saturday afternoon for movie. We watched Spiderman 3. Hmm...quite nice. The graphics were very good. And the actions all very exciting! Wah! I wonder how they do the graphics de leh. Wah! They fly here and there like nobody's business.

Went home awhile after the movie while she went for chc service. Met he and Shuzhen in the evening for dinner at Sakae. Haha! Salmon feast again. :P whahaha! Yumyum! Ar! I'm now hungry! *sigh*

Recently I'm adicted to The Sims 2 again. Actually nothing much interesting la but jus to kill time. Once I start the game, I think I can play for hours. Haha! Yesterday I played till 4am! whahaha

Yesterday(= Sunday) met Eunice and Shuzhen for ktv session. It was Eunice's bday. Hee! For the past few days, I was wondering wat surprise we can give her. I think think think, only have one choice. Is to buy a cake secretly for her. Haha! Actually this idea i steal from Suzhen's bday party de. Hee! I noe la not new idea but I cant think of others le. Hope u like the cake although the cake wasnt very nice. :P Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! May all ur wishes come true. All the best in everything! :D

taken on Sunday at kbox. abit dark tho. :P

Finally up! :P The following fotos were taken at TM Genki. Actually is last week took de but past few days this stupid blogger upload system siao. :P

me&xiao xiang @ Genki Tm?

do we look very scary? :P


both of us only ate this amount on that day...not much tho

*smile*

*smile smile* :D

*2more weeks to wait* AR! I buay tahan le! :(

Wat a laggy system!

Y cannot upload pics?! haiZz...sickening!

U noe hor, yesterday I woke up at 7.30am neh. Super early rite for me. Hee actually was awadened by the rain not by nature de la. I dun think in any case I will wake by nature tt early lo unless got school la.

Yesterday Robinson got sale so my mum, 2nd sis and I went to centrepoint to shop shop. Before tt we were actually at Isetan Scotts de but Isetan only got sale tml so we go see see wat things we wanna buy at Isetan den tml go buy.

Robinson was so crowded! Especially the shoes department. Everyone's lacking of shoes to wear isit? Haha. Anyway, we managed to buy something la but not shoes. Hee

We shop till 6+ den I go meet Xiao Xiang at TM Genki for dinner. We sat there for almost 2hrs wor. Took some pics but cannot upload now so will upload them later. Xiang, thanks for the cheesecake. Very nice. U promise to make oreo cheesecake for me de huh...:P

*at least 2 more weeks to wait* :(

Blogging Here Again!

Hi everyone!

I'm blogging here again and I think I wont be blogging on the wordpress one anymore cos the uploading of photos in wordpress is so chim and slow. So I still prefer blogspot ba cos photos easier to upload. Hee...But if u wanna keep the wordpress url its fine for me although I wont be blogging on it anymore but i wont delete it so ya. Hee

*2weeks+ more to wait for the outcome! I HATE WAITING! :(

Kbox On Labour Day

The Good Wood Park Dinner

Yesterday evening, the whole of our family went to Good Wood Park Hotel for dinner. heehee u must be thinking tt we are so rich ah to go GWP for dinner. haha! The truth is, we went there to try out the wedding dishes for my 2nd sis’ wedding dinner.

Basically, everything’s fine but the sharkfins was DELICIOUS! I always fancies sharkfins alot! But I did not take any pics of the sharkfins cos was too engross in the taste of it. I was SO full! I felt like I’ve put on a few kgs after the dinner. Woof. That was y I did not go online. Too tired to do anything so I watched tv instead.

Today went to Orchard to shop for my clothings for the wedding dinner and church ceremony. We went to Tangs but din buy anything cos the dresses there were either for more mature or too low. Hee! And some are too SMALL! Humph! Nvm! After that, we walked over to Wisma Atrial’s Top Shop. Hmm…Not too bad.

Although we stayed there for around 2hrs, I tried about 10 pieces (including bottoms…not only tops) and eventually, I bought only TWO tops. Hee! Both jacket-like tops. Wah…only two pieces hor, it alr cost us $200+ le wor. Very ex! But ok la. If long long time once den ok lo and somemore its for my sis’ wedding.

Have violin lesson tml but for the past whole week, I din practice. Sigh! Must wake up early tml to practice.

For the past few days, I slept till 2-3pm. I think its because I slept very late in the previous nitghts. Think I have to try and sleep earlier if not like tt no good for health. Hee!