Painful

today as usual went to school @ 9am. ended @ 1pm and den took bus 12 with Samuel and David. quite happy though. but still feeling abit upset la. trying to think about happy things and talk more to Alicia lo. she knew about my decision le.

today the teacher gave me the ans for my AA1 den he came to borrow from me lo. if i havent made tt decision, i will be super happy. but @ this moment, im only feeling sad and blanked. cos dun wish to think about it. but the harder i try to forget, the more i remember it. i suddenly realise this is a wrong start of me being into it. no matter how many things he had borrowed from me, it will still come back to me eventually. he wont owe me anything. meaning we wont have any ending ba. haahaa maybe i've said it too kua zhang ba but its jus how im feeling now lo.

Human Brain

hmmm read a friend's blog about 5mins ago and her last entry is about human bran.

And after readin it, i think im a left brained person. how about u leh? If u r interested, u can link to my friend's blog Eunice. but i think i should add one more thing. Left brained pple tend to think alot of bo liao things. haahaa. cos im one of those who will think about bo liao things. heehee. i dunno about others la but at least for me la.

Talking Nonsense

yesterday went out with Eunice in the evening to bugis for dinner. had ajisan(if i spelt it correctly) and den went to Rockery for a drink. wah long long time din drink bubble tea liao. although abit too sweet but it still taste good.

hmmm and den today met Eunice(again) and Shuzhen for the whole day. went to kbox in the afternoon and den i went for my violin master class while they waited for me @ Novena Sq, sat at Buger King. after which, we went to han's for dinner till 9+ den took train home. piangZz...the violin super heavy and din tei. haiZz...but wat to do. exams coming ma so die die have to go for extra classes. abit tired though.

told Eunice, Shuzhen and Kiyoko about the decision i have made. but after reading Shuzhen's inbox, im abit taken aback. but really too tired to carry on liao. although the time was short but it was really a tough thingy. trying to follow his footsteps but realise we r not able to walk in the same pace. or rather, i not able to follow ba. he's to fast and too far. dun think wanna continue le. will try my very best to put things down. wont expect anything even though there will be anything. not suitable means not suitable. cant force things out of nothing .

haiZz...i think my mind abit out of order liao. i dunno wat i talking about. mind soo messy. many things in it. many bo liao things. really should stop le. recently realise myself being super emotional. was so happy when going out with Eunice and Shuzhen but after came home and shower, my mood suddenly ecame vvv bad. so pel chel. something's wrong with me. but think will get better de. whenever i think of him i feels abit hmmm sad ba i should say. to forget needs time ba. time will kill all the unhappiness. i will be cheerful again de. im sure.

hmmm althoug i've lost someone whom i think i like, i have got a friend back. a friend whom i've known for almost 8 yrs. there's a phrase in chinese is call you de bi you shi. god took something away from me and gave something back to me. but abit no confidence in it. haiZz...sadZz...

PISSED!!

aiyoyo, today wasnt a very good day for me. costing is CRAP!!!! wat Overheads Analysis Sheet sia? hate it!!! since wasnt in good mood so din talk much today.

actually still got one thing can make me happy that is tml going to the kitty shop @ suntec. but now, cannot go liao. haiZz...

BAD MOOD!!!

somemore today the technique class teacher made me so pissed off. idiotic man. think really should change a new environment. maybe will do better leh. never try never noe.

haiZz haiZz haiZz!!!

really dunno wat to say. the outcome wasnt wat i expected.

Anyway, this friday will be going to the Kitty shop @ Suntec. etter go before sept cos the route around there will change due to the imf thingy. stupid. like that whole month cannot go city hall liao lo. nvm, hopefully i can get something in that kitty shop if not i thing i will sure feel wasted. hmmm friday. friday! last day of the sch week. sch ending @1pm. heehee. 1pm! maybe can have lunch b4 taking the train to cityhall. dun think will take the train alone. :P

Good Day!~~~:D

GOOD DAY!~~~~~:D

Weather: Fair/Hot

Mood: Very Good

Reason: cant tell. heehee. those who noe me well will noe who i refering to.

Really a super fine day for me. Hopefully tml will be another fine day for me. keke :P

Click

today went to tamp with E at about 1+ den went to eat jack's place. had boneless chicken with dunno wat wat wt labut quite nice. e were damn full lo. after that, we slowly ant crawl to TM GV for the movie, which was @ 4.20, bought the pop-corn set and went in.

the show is really nice lo. so funny and so touching. i wish i can have the universal control den i can sort of like turn time and forward. interesting isnt it..

tml is a start of another week again. sianZz. ending at 1pm so not too bad.

haiZz... will be having violin exam on the 4th Sept. but the timing super weird lo. 3.18pm. weird isnt it.

:)

this few day cannot post entry leh. dunno y so this entry is for testing only de.

heehee

Finally

hey hey...finally done with my blogskin thingy. so happy!! :) hmmm today is a pretty good day for me. everything went on very smoothly.

but only one thing, the hello kitty shop at East Pt close down le. act wanted to go there and see if i can get any hello kitty stuff. but too bad.

anyway, went to eat Sakae Sushi with kyo and den she came home with me to do the blog thingy. really thanks to her cos she taught me how to insert everything. nxt time treat u eat ok?? haahaa.

Time: 5.16PM

Weather: Going to rain

Mood: not v good

Reason: bored

hmmm...nowadays ah stiking to the computer and yan jiuing the bloggy thingy. super sianZz...see la. bored until dunno wat to write. :(

HaiZz...so many days le. glad that at least manage to change the skin le. but now the prob is that my profile, tagboard, freinds, etc dunno how to put them in! SianZz...who is the idiot who invented all these ah? sickening leh. anyway, K is coming to my hse on fri to help me with these. luckily got her if not i sure dunno have to try and error until when eh. maybe till nxt yr christmas also cannot wor. haahaa.

HaiZz...wat a boring weekend. E went to Bangkok and SHZN working. K accompanying her BF. and me staying at home/going out with my mum and sister to tampines(again). so sian leh...every weekend same activity. luckily got lotsa korean and HK drama to entertain me. if not i sure bored to death de.

haiZz...y so difficult to do de??!!...I WANNA MAKE MY BLOG PRETTY PRETTY AND CUSTOMIZE IT. but i dunno how to do it. sianZz, pissed, angry, etc :(

hmmm...today is friday hor. last day of school for the week. but today dunno y leh. a bit weird. maybe is bcos of the arguement i encountered in the morning before i went to school so for the whole day my mood not really vv good lo. so din really talk much in school today. mostly my fridays all quite happy de cos last day of the week and also the only day where i can easily ......(kiyoko will noe how to fill in herself). somemore today raining. bad mood! but nvm. tml will be better. :)