Happy and sad

Hoh hoh. I have been hocking on my PSP for the past few days. Well, of cos not 24hrs la. I watches korean drama in between breaks. :P Currently watching HIT. Hah! Quite nice tho. Anyway, very happy bcos just got a new tv. The previous one was spoilt cos of intensive usage during my exam revision period. Haha!

I'm really irritated cos have to attend some shitty UOL degree talk on the coming Thurs. Sigh. 2 to 6. OMG! Sian.

Today is 7th June. 6 more days to my 1st dome day. hai. Oh well, just face it ba. Cant change the unchangeable.

Bad stuff.
My dad's friend got cancer 1 and a half years ago and now she's lying in bed all day long sleeping cos of the pain killer. Really. I knew her. She is a very inteligent woman. Knows alot of things. Doctor said she wont be living too long. I really feel very sad. It was very uick for the cancer cells to spread around your body. She was able to walk around, talk to us and consume food 2 mths ago but now... Life is really very fragile. You may be standing around today but you could be lying in bed semiconscious, moments from death. Sigh. I know that she wont get well but I just hope that it wont hurt too much when she goes.

Nowadays I kept remembering things about my grandmother. Maybe it's bcos of duan wu festival's around the corner. She used to make bah zangs when she was healthy. I still remember the shape of the bah zang she usually made. I can remember her saying it's my lunar bday 1 day ofter the actual day of duan wu, and how she joked and said my mum had a bah zang before giving birth to me. :..( How I wish I can taste the bah zang she make once again. Until now I can still hear her voice in my ears calling my name. Really miss her.